bonjour 蹦豬
hello 哈囉
Elisa and Maggie stood me up
it hurts,
cause i care about them
i like them and i want to keep this relationship
but they don't feel this way
Adrian shoot me out
it hurts
cause i love him
i tried so hard to make this work
but he just need his own space
it hurts, because i got feelings for them
while they told me not to be sad
when the other side hurt me
they did, just like the other side
i feel i have no friends here
all the people who really care about me are not around
so lonely...
2009年9月9日 星期三
2009年9月3日 星期四
Dr. Seuss
bonjour 蹦豬
hello 哈囉
who knows the books for children have so many wisdom?
it seems like we all forget the things we learn when we were little
or as adult, we are actually stupider than kids?
"“Be who you are and say what you feel
because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
Dr. Seuss
one more
no boy is worth crying over.
and the one who is, wont make u cry."
a 10 year old girl said that :)
see, a 10 years old is much smarter than me
hello 哈囉
who knows the books for children have so many wisdom?
it seems like we all forget the things we learn when we were little
or as adult, we are actually stupider than kids?
"“Be who you are and say what you feel
because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
Dr. Seuss
one more
no boy is worth crying over.
and the one who is, wont make u cry."
a 10 year old girl said that :)
see, a 10 years old is much smarter than me
2009年6月28日 星期日
Sigh....
bonjour 蹦豬
hello 哈囉
that friday, i had dinner with WL, and listen to her story with that Japanese guy
how hard it is, for her to leave him
how she was like a zombie when he's not around
and how she became alive when he show up
she wouldn't dare to contact him
but just steer at his name on msn and hoping he might contact her
or from his status, trying to figure out his life
her whole life is revolving around him
someone, after hearing her said that, all the sudden, i feel better about my own situation with Adrian
after all, my love for him isn't that special at all
and Adrian isn't the only man ignoring love from women
maybe, just maybe once he said that to me, i'll have the courage to leave him
i am so confused, does he love me or not
maybe he does, just he's in no position to offer me anything
maybe he doesn't, just didn't know how to tell me given my current health situation
every time when he said the mean thing to me
all i want to do is prove to him that it's not true
but this time, i am simply too tired, if he still doesn't believe
i might as well just move back home, cut off everything here, and have a bright start
but i just can't help keep reading those sweet things he wrote me before
i don't know why love can just disappeared like that
one minute, you are full of passion, she's some one you can't live without
next minute, you are tired, she's just someone very annoyed..
WHY!?
why is it so hard to be in love
love should be something simple and organic
am i pushing this too hard
am i just falling to the feeling of love instead of loving him
am i just can't stang being alone
i think i do love him, just don't know what to do with this...
hello 哈囉
that friday, i had dinner with WL, and listen to her story with that Japanese guy
how hard it is, for her to leave him
how she was like a zombie when he's not around
and how she became alive when he show up
she wouldn't dare to contact him
but just steer at his name on msn and hoping he might contact her
or from his status, trying to figure out his life
her whole life is revolving around him
someone, after hearing her said that, all the sudden, i feel better about my own situation with Adrian
after all, my love for him isn't that special at all
and Adrian isn't the only man ignoring love from women
maybe, just maybe once he said that to me, i'll have the courage to leave him
i am so confused, does he love me or not
maybe he does, just he's in no position to offer me anything
maybe he doesn't, just didn't know how to tell me given my current health situation
every time when he said the mean thing to me
all i want to do is prove to him that it's not true
but this time, i am simply too tired, if he still doesn't believe
i might as well just move back home, cut off everything here, and have a bright start
but i just can't help keep reading those sweet things he wrote me before
i don't know why love can just disappeared like that
one minute, you are full of passion, she's some one you can't live without
next minute, you are tired, she's just someone very annoyed..
WHY!?
why is it so hard to be in love
love should be something simple and organic
am i pushing this too hard
am i just falling to the feeling of love instead of loving him
am i just can't stang being alone
i think i do love him, just don't know what to do with this...
2009年6月27日 星期六
bonjour 蹦豬
hello 哈囉
it seems like no one is coming to this website
then it's a perfect place for me to write what ever i like
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
quote Marilyn Monroe
who knows a bombshell can pinpoint my feeling so well
hello 哈囉
it seems like no one is coming to this website
then it's a perfect place for me to write what ever i like
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
quote Marilyn Monroe
who knows a bombshell can pinpoint my feeling so well
2008年11月26日 星期三
2007年9月6日 星期四
恭喜恭喜 巴黎姊姊搬新家囉
bonjour 蹦豬
hello 哈囉
聽高雄媽媽說
巴黎姊姊在歷經千辛萬苦之後
終於搬家成功了
正式從里昂遷居巴黎
很期待巴黎姊姊的新生活以及新學期的心得報告
沒能親自送上 "暖屋小禮“ house warming gift
就先寫一則網誌祝賀一下
恭喜恭喜！
hello 哈囉
聽高雄媽媽說
巴黎姊姊在歷經千辛萬苦之後
終於搬家成功了
正式從里昂遷居巴黎
很期待巴黎姊姊的新生活以及新學期的心得報告
沒能親自送上 "暖屋小禮“ house warming gift
就先寫一則網誌祝賀一下
恭喜恭喜！
2007年8月17日 星期五
開"格"第一篇 又見王投手
回來紐約的第一天上班日，本來想因為腰痛請假，但是無奈何還是被凹去上班，第一攤就是我最怕的旅美球星王投手。在新聞上大家好像覺得很簡單，就是賽後問問王投手一些問題，再做出來就沒事。但是幕後的心酸，心理上的折磨與壓力，身體上的透支，都是不能說的秘密。紐約妹妹第一篇，就來公開這不能說的秘密。
來自寶島的電子媒體，因為只有在王投手上場時才會到場報導，因此在正式的媒體報導席中（就是那種坐在看台上 位置超棒、視野佳的地方）沒有座位。所以我總是坐在洋基地下室的媒體工作室裡。不要看洋基隊這麼有錢，但是其實對媒體小氣的不行，地下室的媒體工作室很舊很破、冷氣太強，我們只能藉由20吋的小電視 (很早期的那種，有時還會出現自動變色功能的那種)了解比賽狀況。所以有時候做電話連線，台北都會問我；妳那邊現場好冷靜喔，都沒有球迷尖叫加油的聲音…
經過了漫長的等待，比賽結束之後，終於才輪到我們上場。王投手需要很長的時間洗澡、著衣、整理頭髮。因此幸運的話，比賽美國時間晚上11點結束，11點40分左右他會走出休息室讓我們訪問。但是由於是平面電子聯訪5分鐘，因此每個記者發問的時間不能太多。由於王投手只願意回答比賽相關問題，所以問來問去都一樣，我都知道他要說什麼了。贏球：都是隊友幫忙；輸球：控球不穩，手太高。加上記者大哥大姊們，對於誰先問、誰後問、問什麼，都很有意見。問不好還會被批評不夠專業，搞不清楚狀況。所以到最後，我選擇消極的面對…
訪問結束之後，開始了我智力上的煎熬。在半夜12點，美國這邊大家都要睡覺的時候，我要奮力的寫出兩則新聞。先出王投手賽後訪問主新聞，再出球隊反應。要趕時間(台北催的爆急)又要有內容(但是他每次說的話都差不多)。在自己也累的哈欠連連下，一個小時內就要出第一則，心理壓力真的很大。做完新聞離開球場，都是凌晨兩三點了。還常常被公司嫌說寫的不精采。
雖然覺得自己很幸運，能採訪的大家都崇拜到不行的王投手，但是這樣下來，身體變的很差，心情也受到影響，完全沒有欣賞球賽的心情，更不要提隨王投手到客場比賽所遭遇的種種意外狀況，以及記者間莫名奇妙的互相攻擊以及爭權奪利的內幕(以後有機會再說)。王投手從一個偶像變成一個難搞的採訪對象，同業稱羨的採訪熱門路線，也只是一個讓我壓力大到常常落淚、不知該如何的新聞。
美國時間8/19又是王投手上場，但是也很有可能是我最後一次報導王投手的新聞。大家有機會看看囉!
下面是8/13王投手上場時，我做的新聞，雖然看起來沒有什麼。但是背後充滿了血與淚~~~
http://www.ettoday.com/2007/08/14/11445-2141415.htm
http://www.ettoday.com/2007/08/14/11445-2141350.htm
來自寶島的電子媒體，因為只有在王投手上場時才會到場報導，因此在正式的媒體報導席中（就是那種坐在看台上 位置超棒、視野佳的地方）沒有座位。所以我總是坐在洋基地下室的媒體工作室裡。不要看洋基隊這麼有錢，但是其實對媒體小氣的不行，地下室的媒體工作室很舊很破、冷氣太強，我們只能藉由20吋的小電視 (很早期的那種，有時還會出現自動變色功能的那種)了解比賽狀況。所以有時候做電話連線，台北都會問我；妳那邊現場好冷靜喔，都沒有球迷尖叫加油的聲音…
經過了漫長的等待，比賽結束之後，終於才輪到我們上場。王投手需要很長的時間洗澡、著衣、整理頭髮。因此幸運的話，比賽美國時間晚上11點結束，11點40分左右他會走出休息室讓我們訪問。但是由於是平面電子聯訪5分鐘，因此每個記者發問的時間不能太多。由於王投手只願意回答比賽相關問題，所以問來問去都一樣，我都知道他要說什麼了。贏球：都是隊友幫忙；輸球：控球不穩，手太高。加上記者大哥大姊們，對於誰先問、誰後問、問什麼，都很有意見。問不好還會被批評不夠專業，搞不清楚狀況。所以到最後，我選擇消極的面對…
訪問結束之後，開始了我智力上的煎熬。在半夜12點，美國這邊大家都要睡覺的時候，我要奮力的寫出兩則新聞。先出王投手賽後訪問主新聞，再出球隊反應。要趕時間(台北催的爆急)又要有內容(但是他每次說的話都差不多)。在自己也累的哈欠連連下，一個小時內就要出第一則，心理壓力真的很大。做完新聞離開球場，都是凌晨兩三點了。還常常被公司嫌說寫的不精采。
雖然覺得自己很幸運，能採訪的大家都崇拜到不行的王投手，但是這樣下來，身體變的很差，心情也受到影響，完全沒有欣賞球賽的心情，更不要提隨王投手到客場比賽所遭遇的種種意外狀況，以及記者間莫名奇妙的互相攻擊以及爭權奪利的內幕(以後有機會再說)。王投手從一個偶像變成一個難搞的採訪對象，同業稱羨的採訪熱門路線，也只是一個讓我壓力大到常常落淚、不知該如何的新聞。
美國時間8/19又是王投手上場，但是也很有可能是我最後一次報導王投手的新聞。大家有機會看看囉!
下面是8/13王投手上場時，我做的新聞，雖然看起來沒有什麼。但是背後充滿了血與淚~~~
http://www.ettoday.com/2007/08/14/11445-2141415.htm
http://www.ettoday.com/2007/08/14/11445-2141350.htm
訂閱：
文章 (Atom)